odyseya

Cos w srodku mnie wrzeszczy i narzeka. Tupie przy tym jak male dziecko, ktore nie moze czegos dostac. Czuje, ze musze cos zmienic. Musze, bo wlasnie to slowo jest kluczem do tego zebym poczula sie lepiej. Zrzucila skorupke i szczerze sie smiala. Wyszla na dwor w promienistej pomaranczowej bluzce i w czerwonych trampkach... pic sok pomaranczowy z dlugasnej pasiastej slomki. Wiem, ze wlasnie teraz jestem w stanie zasmiac sie prosto w twarz osobie, ktora zarzuci mi dwulicowosc w momencie, gdy przyszlabym do szkoly w blond wloskach i rozowym dresie [ spoko nie martwcie sie to tylko przyklad ;) ].

Potrzebuje teraz duzo slonca i szczerych usmiechow. Osob, ktorym nie jestem obojetna. Bedzie dobrze agus, bedzie dobrze :)

You don't know my name......

Whenever I say your name, whenever I call to mind your face
Whatever bread's in my mouth, whatever the sweetest wine that I taste
Whenever your memory feeds my soul, whatever got broken becomes whole
Whenever I'm filled with doubts that we will be together

Wherever I lay me down, wherever I put my head to sleep
Whenever I hurt and cry, whenever I got to lie awake and weep
Whenever I kneel to pray, whenever I need to find a way
I'm calling out your name

Whenever those dark clouds hide the moon
Whenever this world has gotten so strange
I know that something's gonna change
Something's gonna change

Whenever I say your name, Whenever I say your name, I'm already praying, I'm already praying
I'm already filled with a joy that I can't explain
Wherever I lay me down, wherever I rest my weary head to sleep
Whenever I hurt and cry, whenever I got to lie awake and weep
Whenever I'm on the floor
Whatever it was that I believed before
Whenever I say your name, whenever I say it loud, I'm already praying

Whenever this world has got me down, whenever I shed a tear
Whenever the TV makes me mad, whenever I'm paralyzed with fear
Whenever those dark clouds fill the sky, whenever I lose the reason why
Whenever I'm filled with doubts that we will be together

Whenever the sun refuse to shine, whenever the skies are pouring rain
Whatever I lost I thought was mine whenever I close my eyes in pain
Whenever I kneel to pray, whenever I need to find a way
I'm calling out your name

Whenever this dark begins to fall
Whenever I'm vulnerable and small
Whenever I feel like I could die
Whenever I'm holding back the tears that I cry

Whenever I say your name, whenever I call to mind your face
I'm already praying
Whatever bread's in my mouth, whatever the sweetest wine that I taste
Wherever I lay me down, wherever I rest my weary head to sleep
Whenever I hurt and cry, whenever I'm forced to lie awake and have to weep
Whenever I'm on the floor
Whatever it was that I believed before
Whenever I say your name, whenever I say it loud, I'm already praying

Whenever I say your name,
No matter how long it takes,
One day we'll be together

Whenever I say your name,
let there be no mistake
that day will last forever

"wherever I say your name" -/ Sting & M.J.Blige

Zabraklo slow by narzekac.

Zabraklo zdan by dziekowac.

Zabraklo rak by uratowac...

Zle mi...

nawet nie wiem co ja tu robie i po co......